This last week, with the weather getting better, and the issues we have had with Rhianna Lily’s grave (more on that another day) we have not been leaving her flowers to chance. There were four sets of flowers put on her grave (or garden as …
Today the flowers will be bright The colours will be vibrant And our hearts will swell There will be tears, lots of them There will be hugs There will be pain. There will be lots of wonderings Why us? Why you? Why is life so …
Yesterday we had Rhianna’s debriefing, I have written about her debriefing numerous times recently as I was really dreading it. I had got into my head that there was something that I had done and I was dreading getting that confirmation that yes it was …
Yesterday Mr L and I were shocked to the core. We suddenly saw someone walking down our path, and I recognised her as Baba’s health visitor. I opened the door and said hi, and she asked to speak to me, as she was coming to …
This post has taken me a long time to write, I have thought about it a lot, I think about this near on every day but writing it down has been hard. But something that I have wanted to do, needed to do. Part One …
Today it is two months since our beautiful baby girl was born, I could easily sit and write what I wrote for when it was one month all over again. The feelings are still the same, everything I wrote that day we still feel. Although …
A lone figure sitting on the floor Legs crossed Staring at the smallest one there He doesn’t say anything He doesn’t move. He is silent in a silent place The place that no one speaks People acknowledge others with a nod and a small look …
We get asked all the time, “How are you?” We respond with “We are ok considering” “No but really how are you?” “We have good and bad days, but we are getting there” Do you know what that’s a lie We are both fantastic liars Neither …
Today we were all awake early, at first we all just laid there. Mr L decided to get Baba ready for school and I walked around the house in a daze. It was very hard to pack a bag for today. After all packing a …