Initials
I have a big thing about initials Looking around our house we have initials of BB, Rhianna and Boo around the house. I am not sure if its something that I would have done if all three of them where here on earth all together, …
Tag: Babyloss
The Final Goodbye
No one should bury their child! No one should stand at a graveside and watch their child’s coffin be lowered into the ground! 6 years ago we did just that. We stood and watched. Watched the tiniest grave be filled by the tiniest coffin. No …
Mother’s Day
Mother’s day is always a hard one for me. Probably the hardest day of the year. Rhianna’s birthday is hell, but it is all about her. I can cry, scream and be unhappy because it is her day. Christmas day is never fun, but the …
Sleep, or Lack of Sleep
March the month that sleep and I fall out. I love sleep. I have always struggled to go to sleep but absolutely love sleeping. I have always been a night owl, and life would suit me much better if the world started at 10am! But …
Six Years Ago We Found Out You Were A Girl
6 years ago we found out you were a little girl. 6 years ago we decided on your name. 6 years ago our lives were so happy. So naive You feel pregnant you got a gorgeous baby at the end of it and it was …
Six Years!
Tomorrow is a month until Rhianna Lily’s birthday. Tomorrow is a month until her anniversary. One month until she should be six. Instead we have lived 6 years without her, 6 years without any of her smiles, cuddles, laughter, tears, and just her growing. 6 …
Miscarriage, Late Miscarriage, Stillbirth and No Birth Certificate
This past week I have been following the news about registering your baby if they are born before 24 weeks, and listened to MP Sharon Hodgson talking in parliament about her stillborn baby, who never received a birth certificate as she was born a couple …