Rhianna’s Christmas Table

Rhianna’s Christmas Table

This year we have decorated the house. Which was so needed and we all love, but it means that the usual way we set up Rhianna’s Christmas decorations couldn’t be done this year. As we don’t have the same space or the same area anymore. …

Changes

Changes

As this year is ending I am realising some changes are needed. After our lives being flipped on their heads this year. I realise some things need to be different next year. This last month especially I have found super hard. After a lot of …

December Is Here

December Is Here

And just like that December is here. Last month was a hideous month, personally for me. I struggled for most of the month, mainly because of the thought that December was coming. But it is now here. And I can’t escape it however much I …

Pre – Loved

Pre – Loved

Over the past few weeks I have been having a huge sort out at home. It currently has resulted in boxes of clothes the kids no longer fit in, and toys we no longer use. And I am not even finished. I have to be …

Overwhelm!

Overwhelm!

The past few weeks it has all been a bit overwhelming if I am honest. I wasn’t sleeping. When I did finally get to bed I couldn’t sleep as I had so many things going around in my head that needed to be done. And …

It’s Been A While

It’s Been A While

It has been a while, that’s for sure. Life has been busy. It has been a tad tough. And I haven’t always known what to write about or talk about. But I am still here. Quietly writing. Quietly crafting. Working on Tropic. Quietly taking photos. …

Grief Is Hard

Grief Is Hard

I haven’t blogged much this week, because you know what grief is hard. You focus so much on the anniversaries, and the birthdays and celebrations that actually those days are never that difficult. Its the days after. They are the ones I feel the worst …

We Have A Thirteen Year Old

We Have A Thirteen Year Old

It’s official we now have a thirteen year old in the house. This weekend BB became thirteen and to celebrate we surprised him with a day trip to the Isle of Wight. It was a trip with all four of us and grandad and it …

Wave of Light 2021

Wave of Light 2021

We don’t just remember you today. We don’t just miss you today. Every waking moment we think of you, we miss you. In our dreams we live our alternative life with you in it. Our broken hearts carry on forever changed. Forever missing a piece …

Babyloss Awareness Week 2021

Babyloss Awareness Week 2021

It’s babyloss awareness week, and I have to say this week it’s a tough one. I get it. I know why it’s important and it’s so so important. But when your nine years in I think it’s hard to keep going on about the fact …