You
All I want to do is write about you. The one thing I don’t want to do is write about you. So I say nothing. I don’t write. I stay silent. There is nothing I haven’t already said. Nothing is different. The memories are there. …
Tag: Anniversary
March The 7th
We’ve got to March the 7th and I haven’t actually blogged about Rhianna or her birthday month yet this year. It isn’t that I am suddenly finding March easy. But I don’t know it seems a bit different. I think after last year having her …
A Peace Lily For Rhianna Lily
Yesterday was our fourth wedding anniversary. We always do something for our anniversary, this year we are doing something tomorrow instead of yesterday. However we don’t actually do presents and due to us just having been away this year we definitely weren’t buying presents. But …
The Day You Turned Six
Yesterday was your 6th birthday. It was not a great day. The first time that your daddy ever had to work! And it didn’t work. It was horrible. And will never happen again. We tried it. It doesn’t work. He can not be working on …
Flowers, Flowers, Flowers
Once again we are doing a month of flowers for Rhiannas birthday month. Remembering Rhianna isn’t about big massive gestures. Or a huge list of a backbone of memories. We don’t have them. We have one days worth to fill a lifetime. Remembering Rhianna is …
Six Years!
Tomorrow is a month until Rhianna Lily’s birthday. Tomorrow is a month until her anniversary. One month until she should be six. Instead we have lived 6 years without her, 6 years without any of her smiles, cuddles, laughter, tears, and just her growing. 6 …
Rhianna Lily’s Birthday
Last week was Rhianna’s birthday. And as per usual it was a hard week. We spent a lot of the week trying to decide what to do for her birthday because for the first time since her first birthday Mr L and I were on …
New Flowers for Rhianna Lily
I decided yesterday that Rhianna’s flowers that Boo picked on the first of the month would need to be replaced today. After Baba had cubs we had to nip to the shops, and we decided then that he would choose her next bunch of flowers …
A Month of Flowers, 15 Days Later
Fifteen days ago, we brought our first bunch of flowers for Rhianna Lily. Fifteen days later, they are still going strong, and have just started to turn. They have been the longest bunch of flowers ever. They are still looking beautiful. And brighten up our …