Life’s a Bit Busy

I am still here, but life’s a bit busy at the moment.

I am not really sure what or when I am supposed to be doing things.

And I have the best intention to sit down and blog and by the end of the day I haven’t had a chance to sit down. Instead I flop down and end up heading to bed.

And that doesn’t mean I have a great night’s sleep as last week I really suffered with my sleep.

I was going to bed but I wasn’t sleeping at all.

Instead I saw more of the twilight hours last week than I did of daytime hours.

And if I am totally honest I am still suffering now.

I am sleeping better.

But I lost a lot of sleep last week and still tired now.

So something had to give.

I needed to take something out of the equation as I was dead on my feet and it was the blog for a few days.

Having interrupted sleep for so many days meant that I was really suffering and I couldn’t function enough to blog as well as do all the usual mum, wife, friend and business owner stuff.

So I didn’t even think about my blog for a while.

I decided to look after me and take some stress off and recover from the lack of sleep.

I really haven’t totally recovered but I am feeling much better than I was.

I feel a bit more normal and my sleep is more regularly I only woke up once last night which is a huge improvement from last week.

My sleep issues are usually related to grief and I am always bad near Christmas but with a Christmas as different as it is going to be this year I think I have found it harder than usual.

And as per usual my sleep is the thing that is affected the most.

I am hoping I have turned a corner and will feel better as the days go on and I get more and more sleep.

But until that happens I am going to make sure I am not stressing myself out too much and take some much needed time for me regularly.

After all you are you’re biggest investment aren’t you!