Juggling

I have many things that seem to be happening at the moment on top of the usual mum chaos.

So on top of looking after the boys, being a wife, cleaning the house, keeping on top of the washing and looking after the dogs, I also have this blog, my Tropic business and I am studying a holistic beauty course.

So I am constantly juggling.

I seem to have a list that is very long of things to do.

I need to still do some bits to this blog to sort it out completely. I am only on module eight of thirty one on my course. And as for Tropic I am always doing something on that every single day.

And this is all in-between the normal mum, wife house owner chaos.

Sometimes it just becomes far too much.

There is always something on the list and it is easier to just stop and do nothing.

Or more often than not I am so focused on one thing, that everything else gets forgotten about and then I feel bad that I haven’t blogged for a few days, or I haven’t done any studying or pushed for more sales or pampers. And then I get a bit anxious about it and then I just want to do none of it.

I know something needs to be changed and I need to get much better at juggling all the parts of me. But currently not to sure how to do it.

I want to make sure that everything gets the focus it needs and I am not sure it always does at the moment. And that is kind of infuriating.

It is something I am trying to sort out and organise, so that I can do a bit of everything so watch this space.