Feeling Meh

I am not sure if it is the lockdown, the time of the year or what but I know at the moment I am really feeling meh about things.

I feel like I haven’t found my thing.

A bit like I am wandering with no where to go at the moment.

I am not sure what I want or need to make it all go away!

But I am sure I need or want something.

Something new, or something different.

But what I don’t know.

I am sure it is just a build up of the whole lockdown.

A claustrophobia so to speak!

Wanting to be free to do what I want to do.

I have never taken travel for granted but to disappear to a new place would be perfect right now.

Or to be able to disappear for a full day out to a new place, one that is indoors!

I am certain it has all come on because of the lockdown.

All the time to think.

All the time at home.

We are not really a family that stay a lot at home.

We go on day trips all the time and when the spring hits we spend most of our time in the caravan!

And we have had to stop all of that.

To be honest it has been lovely.

I have enjoyed finding places closer to home and having the kids at home.

But now they are back at school, but life is far from normal.

Maybe I am really just fed up with it all!

Whatever it is I know that it is hard to shift.

There is a nagging feeling that I need something.

And I am not sure if it is as simple as a holiday or as complicated as a new venture!

Who knows!

I wish I could work it out to get rid of the nagging feeling!

Work out what is needed, and do it!

If only it were as simple as that!