Feeling A Bit Meh

I have to admit I woke up feeling pretty meh today!

I think we are all feeling it at the moment, well a lot of people I am speaking to our feeling it.

And it isn’t one thing it is a lot of little things that are contributing to it.

There are so many huge things happening in the world at the moment, in the UK and in other countries.

I think things are very uncertain every where at the moment and it makes me feel uneasy.

Most days I can kind of not think about it.

Today it hasn’t really shifted.

I am tired and that hasn’t helped, but I have just felt a bit meh all day.

I am not a person that just goes with the flow, I like lists, I like plans, I love a diary.

There are no plans at the moment, no one can plan.

No one knows what will be happening in a week let alone a months time.

And it is getting to me.

I hate not knowing what we are doing from one month to the next.

I hate that I we couldn’t do anything for BB’s birthday, and I hate that I can’t plan anything for Mr L’s birthday or for Boo’s birthday.

And I hate that I can’t start planning for Christmas.

It is all getting to me, the lack of uncertainty the unknown and the just not knowing how long this will go on for and if there will ever be an end to it.

As I say I know I am not the only one feeling it.

I am sure tomorrow I will feel a bit better.

But today I am fed up.

I am just meh.

I would just like to have some plans and know where we are at and when we can have a bit more normal, new normal, any normal I don’t mind.

But just something!