A Magical Christmas

This year we had two Christmas days one on Christmas Eve and one on Christmas Day and they were both perfect.

Everyone has been completely spoilt.

I am not really sure where everything is going I have bags and bags of clothes, toys, art stuff, games and gadgets.

But we also have the most magical things in amoungst them.

A sign including everyone in the family as well as Rhianna and Tito.

And this perfect ornament of castles for our little girl.

Amoungst all the toys, clothes, mayhem and the excitement that the boys have had over the last few days, all of it was even more magical as Rhianna has been so included this year.

She always gets presents from family, little decorations for her tree, but this year she has been included even more.

She is included on my presents, she is included on our cards.

They are such small things but the mean the world.

And they make Christmas even more magical.

When you have a Christmas and your child in heaven isn’t included it leaves a little dull ache inside you.

That they have been forgotten, not included, not thought about as much. And yes that isn’t ever true. But it still feels it.

And to have all the little things we have had this year, makes all the difference.

It makes you smile.

It helps you.

I can’t explain how but it does.

And it’s such a small thing but it makes everything so much more magical.