To Whoever Is In Charge

I feel we need a little chat. You seemed to have unnoticed the amount of time and effort that I have put into my working life. Yes I know I have been quiet the past few years but I do have a three year old now surely that counts for something. So please give me a break.

I have been looking and applying for jobs here, there and everywhere. To no avail. I thought it would be good to work to top up the work I do at Scrapbookerry but alas it does not seem to be the case.

So I have made a decision every hour I can I am going to be working on Scrapbookerry but you know I may lead a bit of help from you or whatever you are. I don’t ask for a lot but please please help me make this work.

I have these ideas and they are good ideas they need work to be tried, they need work to ensure they work and they need work to be developed and you know what that takes time. I never seem to have the time.

Time slips away and I just need a little more time. Where does it go? Why do you snatch it away at the most inconvenient moments? The ones when I need it the most? Do you find it fun? Do you have a little bit of a wicked humour? You can see I am struggle you can see my list so the laughter hits and you snatch that last bit of time that I have away and cackle away to yourself in the corner, is that what you do?

Well I have a request and I am being very serious. STOP snatching the time away. Let me complete my list. Just once I don’t think I have managed it all year. Let me tidy the house and it remain tidy. Let me get the plans I have completed and let me show you how great they will be. Let me be a success in my own right.

Let me be proud of me!