Seven and a Half Years
Next week Rhianna would be seven and a half years old. And I have been feeling it the last couple of days. Not missing her anymore than we all miss her every moment of every single day as that is a given. We always miss …
Tag: Rhianna Lily’s Story
The First Day In Hospital 21/03/2012
I didn’t sleep last night, I tossed and turned all night. Baba crawled into our bed in the early hours and for the first time I just left him there. I just watched him sleep and just cried. I felt so numb, but so bad …
The Daze 20/03/2012
I always thought I understood grieve, I had lost a couple of people when I was young, as in a child young and it was just something had happened. I experienced grieve for the first time when my aunt died when I was 15 it …
The Day It All Changed – 20/03/2012
I had a midwives appointment in the morning, and was a little stressed about my sugar levels. I really didn’t want them to be high again. So I made sure I had a healthy breakfast, eating a selection of fruit and tried to remain as …
The Pregnancy
From the moment I feel pregnant with Baba I was sick, sick every day until I gave birth apart from maybe two weeks. This pregnancy was completely different from the start. I felt sick but I never was not once. But it didn’t make it …
The Beginning
I remember the day so vividly, Baba wasn’t 100% and had gone to bed with Mr L in our bed. I had been pottering about all evening and it was such a late night that I decided rather than move Baba I would just sleep …