Slimming World Update

So I have written this before Slimming World is hard at the moment.

Doing it virtually I find really hard I go to the zoom meetings but I have to admit I just can’t stop eating.

Only last week I was speaking to my consultant telling her how hard I was finding it and declared that I would write down what I have eaten, and start recording my fitness and since then I have just eaten crap constantly.

I can’t seem to stop.

Boredom is definitely involved.

And I am stuck in this loop, where I eat rubbish, feel bad for eating rubbish and because I feel bad I eat more rubbish!

And its a loop I can’t seem to get out of.

I wish that I could.

I have to draw a line under this.

I have to not let all mine and hubbies hard work disappear.

I don’t want all our hard work to go to waste.

We both had done so well and I want us to continue doing it as we were doing it for our health and it really was making a difference.

So we both need to draw a line under this.

I really really struggle to do this on my own if he isn’t doing it at all.

I have discovered that over the past, I need to work with him on this.

Because if I am trying to do this and he is just eating anything it doesn’t work at all I really don’t have the willpower to do it on my own as I have tried so many times in the past and just fail when he isn’t doing it too.

We both need to get back into it.

And we both need to get focused.

In some ways it is worse because we know what we should be doing and we aren’t and it makes it all the more harder.

It is ridiculous.

But I, we need something to kick us up the backside and to get us back into the right frame of mind for us to get back onto Slimming World in the right way.

I just wish I knew what that kick needed to be!