Learning About Me and Making Some Changes

So I have been reading this book for a while now.

It’s actually the 17th book I have read this year, which is officially one more book than I read in the whole of 2018. I am so proud that I have managed to increase my reading year on year massively all just by making a little change of getting up earlier and reading before anyone wakes up.

I love to read, and it has proved to me that when I really put my mind to something I really can do it, which is something that I have doubted numerous times over the last few years.

But that isn’t actually what this post is about.

This book I am finding to be a proper enlightening book.

Everytime I pick it up to read it I find something else in there that makes me think, yes that’s the issue I have or that is so me!

It is enlightening.

But it has really made me realise something as I have a lot of things continuously going on at the same time.

And none of them get finished.

I am a bit of be all and end person when it comes to completely things.

I will work solidly for a few days on my blog, or crafting and make a big leap near the finish but don’t actually finish it.

And then I move onto something else and neither are completely finished.

I have paper work that needs to filed, craft projects all over the place including scrapbooking, knitting and sewing projects. I have this blog to be completed and home learning courses.

Now I know people always have something on, I don’t expect to never have things on that need to be completed. However the amount of things I have uncompleted is a bit ridiculous.

So I have made myself a plan, I am today going to write a list of the things that need to be completed and work my way through actually finishing them.

Even if some of the things have been put away as I am not happy with them, or don’t think they will be liked, and I know I have some of those projects in cupboards as well.

I am going to work through those worries, and am determined to get them completed.

As I think it could make a massive difference to how I feel and will make me feel like I have accomplished things, rather than feeling that actually I am not always good enough to finish them.

It’s amazing what a book can do for you isn’t it.

I know that I can do this, because I wanted to read more, and I changed things and I made sure I developed a time and space to achieve that.

So I know that I can do this too.

The fact that I did it once proves and gives me confidence that I can do it again, even though it is slightly different to just reading a book.

But that doesn’t mean it isn’t doable!