Lack Of Sleep

This week has been a hard week if I am honest.

Mainly because I have really struggled with my sleep this week.

I have always been a bad sleeper.

I have always taken forever to go to sleep, and have never been a person that gets to bed and fails straight asleep. I can lay in bed for ages before I fall asleep.

Always have.

But once I get asleep I am fine and generally sleep through most things. I am definitely a deeper sleeper than Mr L and have always been.

But it is not unordinary for me to be up at 1am before I head to bed.

However this week as well as laying in bed before a fall asleep once I am asleep has not been a sound night.

Actually it may even be longer than a week.

I have been waking up repeatedly for a while now.

Seeing 2.30am, 3.30am, 4.30am and 5.30am regularly of an evening.

And inbetween all this waking I have also been having a recurring bad dream, not a nightmare but a bad dream still the same.

I have been dreaming that I am going to be late for secondary school.

It is completely random and I am not sure why, I can only assume I am nervous about BB being at secondary or something along those lines.

But I have to say the repeated wake ups have really taken their toll. I am so shattered.

And haven’t really managed to catch up at all.

It’s like I am waking for a new born again.

I go to bed tired and I wake up tired and feel no better at all.

I just wish I knew what was waking me up every hour on the hour and what was going on to be honest.

As it is hard to function when you are this tired I have to be honest!