Fitness Friday Week 10

Do you know I really want to be a yummy mummy!

I don’t know whether I shall ever get out of the fat mummy that looks pregnant with her second child, but is actually just carrying the pregnancy bump minus the child from the first born! I am stuck in that position and have been for over two years now!

Will I ever change?

God only knows! I am in that situation where I hate the way I look so I eat! We don’t have a lot of money and are living on the line, so I eat rubbish! I know that I do it and I should just stop but sometimes it is easier to say that than do it!

I wish that I could find the motivation, get the umph back and go right lets do this! There is something holding me back and I wish I knew what it was. I need someone to move in and say this is what you need to eat, this is how you do this exercise and for so long! Then I may get somewhere but I don’t have that person so I need to do something on my own.

I think the first thing is to get off my fat arse and stop complaining about it and actually do something. You know that saying actions speak louder than words that’s what I need to do. I am bored of always staying the same, always writing how I am going to do something about it and don’t and I am sure you are too. So what am I going to do this time? I am going to get off my arse and do something this week! Lets see how it goes huh!