A Crossroads

So I am not overly happy.

Haven’t actually been for a while.

I seem to have lost my way and I am not really sure how to find it again.

I seem to be at a crossroads and I am really not sure which road to take!

I am not the main breadwinner in our house, and I don’t mind that, we both decided that the best plan was for me to be at home when the children are little and as Boo is as little as you can get I am going to be here for a while. But I have always liked to bring in a little to help with the extra things that we buy.

But currently I am not sure which way to do that for the best.

I blog, I study and I have Scrapbookerry.

I love all of them but none are done that well.

And to be honest it’s annoying me and I am not really sure what to do.

I love writing about the family, what we do, things we make and the kids growing.

I have to write about Rhianna some days it’s the only way I survive. She needs to be talked about she needs to be seen I need to write about her.

And I love to show off my crafts, write about them and I am not just talking scrapbooking I like to show off all my crafts!

In a way I suppose I feel a little restricted, but not sure how to change it.

And not really sure the best way forward.

So for now I will sit on it as I have done for such a long time now! But one day I will make the decision and then just go with it! Until then who knows!