Numb

Why do you always choose them instead of me?
Even though you can see the pain in my eyes?
Why do I never come before them?
Could you have run away faster?
Do you know how that makes me feel?
Do you really care?

Why am I always left on my own?
What is so bad about staying with me?
Am I really that bad?
Why do you always choose them instead of me?

Just why that is all I ask?
Just why?
You know I hate it,
You know it hurts me,
It ruins the next few days
So why do you always choose them instead of me?

What do I have to do?
To change this?
Will I ever come first
Will you ever choose to stay?
Instead of choosing them instead of me?



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