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Why do you always choose them instead of me?
Even though you can see the pain in my eyes?
Why do I never come before them?
Could you have run away faster?
Do you know how that makes me feel?
Do you really care?
Why am I always left on my own?
What is so bad about staying with me?
Am I really that bad?
Why do you always choose them instead of me?
Just why that is all I ask?
Just why?
You know I hate it,
You know it hurts me,
It ruins the next few days
So why do you always choose them instead of me?
What do I have to do?
To change this?
Will I ever come first
Will you ever choose to stay?
Instead of choosing them instead of me?

Great poem Hun but I’m sad you’re feeling like this. Some people have no idea how much they take their loved ones for granted. Sending huge hugs coz you deserve to come first!
Thank you x
That is so sad ,I really felt your pain …love Jan xx
Thank you that is very kind! x
I can really hear tou pain, I hope things improve
Thank you so much x x
Who is he choosing? Is it his parents? His friends? I think you need to come to some kind of compromise whatever it is.
HUGS
It is all sorted now thank you and thanks to all the lovely comments it is dealt with xx