Not Feeling It

Yesterday I was not feeling it at all.

I felt really claustrophobic, not cabin fever, not claustrophobic in the house, but claustrophobic in our town. I just wanted to get out and disappear.

Which obviously isnt allowed at the moment.

So instead we went for a long walk, for our hour exercise.

We walked over the common.

Through the trees.

And found a few flowers.

But more exciting than that we found hearts.

Lots and lots of hearts with messages on.

Full of hope and joy.

I have no clue where they came from but they were amazing to see.

It wasn’t exactly what I needed.

I couldn’t escape our town.

But being out did help.

And I felt better in the evening than I did in the morning.

Getting oout definitely cleared my head a bit.

Helped with the feeling of being stuck.

And it really did help to see all the nature around us.

And breathe some fresh air.

But how I long to get in the car and go for a super long drive and head to the beach!

That is totally the first thing I am going to do when we are back to a sense of normality.

But for now this will be the space we have to get rid of the feeling of claustrophobia!