Christmas

I am 100% a lover of Christmas, I love the Christmas, I love the decorations, the planning and everything about Christmas.

But this year it seems to have all disappeared.

I am super excited about the Christmas decorations and am really wanting to start putting them asap, even though I know half of the family would be screaming the house down if I do it.

But everything else seems to have gone.

I am so behind with the presents, I am usually nearly done by now.

I don’t even know what I am buying for half the people I buy for including our own children.

And as for the planning, well that is completely out of the window.

Who knows what we should be doing.

We usually rotate our Christmas and it isn’t our year to do Christmas but this year I suppose we need to plan for all scenarios and I don’t know somewhere along the line that all seems to much at the moment.

I just don’t really have any Christmas spirit in me this year.

And it is massively worrying.

It is after all only 43 days until Christmas day and in that time I need to buy a present for absolutely everyone, clearly need to have a Christmas day planned for just the four of us if we can’t do anything else, and also have to have all the presents that need to go to other houses sorted and organised and ready to leave this house before Christmas hits.

There is a lot to organise, and some where along the line I need to get organised for it all and also fit in two birthdays before Christmas, which again I am not at all organised for.

It is so unlike me.

It is worrying I have to say.

There is no inclination and no idea what I am really doing.

I need to sit down make a huge list and try to get some inspiration for Christmas this year!

Is it just me?

Are you all sorted and ready for Christmas?

Or are you like me and someone has taken your Christmas mojo and you aren’t quite sure where it has gone or how to get it back?