A Bit of a Change Up

As I haven’t really been feeling my best with the hayfever this week and just generally being quieter this week than usual on work and social media and even on the blog.

I have been doing quite a lot of thinking.

I have really been trying to look after myself this week.

I think in some ways I almost became a bit burnt out.

And I have been lacking doing the things that I really enjoy doing.

And I have had a good long think about the things that I love doing.

And I have come to some conclusions.

I love spending time with the boys, I love making memories with them. But also I need to remember that doesn’t have to happen just with days out. We have a ton of stuff to do at home and we need to start working with that and enjoying it and doing things together at home.

I love to craft, sewing, knitting, drawing, and scrapbooking I love them all and I am missing not doing them, I need to do them for my own sanity. And I need to make sure I do them regularly.

I love to write.

Not just on the blog either but I love to creatively write as well. And I have notebooks upon notebooks of ideas and plans. I need to develop them, I always wanted to write a book. No more excuses time to do it.

I also love to learn, and I have a couple of courses that I need to complete they need to become a focus and get finished.

Photography this is something I have really been conscious off recently. I love my big cameras and I want to use them again and more often than my phone camera. I love what I can do with a big camera and I enjoy it.

I need to make time for these things and make sure we aren’t all just slogging away and not actually doing the things we love.

As I was thinking about all the things that I love to do that I don’t really get enough time to do I realised something else I am not a sales person, I have never been a sales person, I need to step away from trying to be a sales person to make my job more enjoyable. I am a person that likes to help people, I have always been a person that likes to help people. I listen to people’s problems and worries and I try to help. I studied psychology because I wanted to help people, every job I have ever had is to help people. I am not a sales person. But I am a person that can help people.

And I need to remember that and implement it.

I need to change a few things.

I need to let in the things that I love to do and make sure I am not trying to be something that I was never destined to be, but actually work my business from what I love to do and where I should be coming from if that makes sense.

So a few things will be changing.

If I am totally honest I am not sure how yet, as I haven’t ironed out all the details but I know now that things need to change and they will be for the better.

For me, for hubby, for the boys and for work.