Fifteen days ago, we brought our first bunch of flowers for Rhianna Lily. Fifteen days later, they are still going strong, and have just started to turn. They have been the longest bunch of flowers ever. They are still looking beautiful. And brighten up our …
A grave is such a quiet place Such a sad place Such a tiny space No room for hardly anything Such a small space I remember being so shocked by the size while we stood there Watching you disappear I remember being shocked how tiny …
Baba amazes me. He is an amazing child. I am bias obviously, but I am not just saying that because he is mine. I am saying it because he deals with things so well Loosing someone you love is hard at any age It’s hard …
We have always tried to get very bright flowers for Rhianna, I am not sure why but something in us says she likes bright flowers. When she died I had an overwhelming feeling that she would like the colour purple and we have followed that …
This weekend the sunshine has been shining and we have all had a strong urge to go and make Rhianna’s grave a little bit prettier for the sun to shine on. I found her grave really difficult over the winter months, it is a really …
You know that people still care, but you get so wrapped up in your own grief that sometimes you do almost forget that people still care. The world can’t stop because you have lost your baby, however much you want it too. But it makes …
The day before Rhianna Lily’s due date, we had these flowers delivered by one of my best friends. And they were just perfect lilies for that weekend, so thank you x
On Rhianna Lily’s month anniversary my sister came down to see us, and brought with her a gorgeous Lily plant that she had brought for Rhianna Lily. She thought that it was a yellow plant but was not 1oo% but hoped that it was yellow …
We were food shopping yesterday, and came across a lily plant one just like my sister brought us to grow at home for Rhianna Lily. Straight away Baba spotted the flower and commented; “We have that flower for Rhianna Mummy” “Yes we do, that’s right” …