Rhianna Lily

One Decoration…

One Decoration…

Christmas is so hard when you have a child missing.  So hard. This year I am really finding it difficult and have already had a wobble about missing Rhianna and we are only on day five. One thing that I think is evident in everything […]

Remembering Rhianna at Christmas

Remembering Rhianna at Christmas

It’s a hard thing to work out, remembering your daughter in heaven at Christmas. It is something we change most years. Something we struggle with every year. Over the years we have had Santa leave a balloon, go visit her grave, not go visit her […]

Remembering Rhianna

Remembering Rhianna

When Rhianna died one thing I was really worried about was people not remembering Rhianna, that only myself and her daddy would make an effort to remember her.  I have been proved wrong so many times when it comes to the boys.  Only last week […]

A Bad Time Of Year

A Bad Time Of Year

This time of year is never that easy having one child in heaven and two here. It is a busy time of year for us with all of us having birthdays and then just the general hustle and bustle of Christmas. Having them both in […]

Capture Your Grief – A Catch Up

Capture Your Grief – A Catch Up

I am determined to do the Capture Your Grief this year and this is a little catch up from having a week of not being able to write any Capture Your Grief posts! It’s a bit different I get that but it is the only […]

When Grief Hits

When Grief Hits

October is always a bit of a rough month. It is Babyloss Awareness Month, it is Babyloss Awareness Week and it is BBs birthday. There are always so many emotions in October. Every year I start the Capture Your Grief Project and every year I […]

Capture Your Grief – Connect

Capture Your Grief – Connect

How do you connect with your child? Through this blog. I write everything I feel about Rhianna Lily on this blog. This is her space. I write it for her brothers to see. For the world to see. And for Rhianna. This is her space. […]

Capture Your Grief – Educate

Capture Your Grief – Educate

Educate – what do you want others to know about your experience with grief, this is today’s prompt for Capture Your Grief. Where do I start… What do I want people to know? It NEVER goes away. It NEVER stops. Time heals for sure. But […]

Capture Your Grief – Just Breathe

Capture Your Grief – Just Breathe

How do you cope when people say the wrong thing? This is a hard one and I think it depends where in your journey you are. Six years ago I would have cried, Mr L and I would have argued and it would have caused […]