One thing I hate about grief is the unpredictability of it. You can never tell when it will hit. You can never predict when you won’t be ok. And you really live your life on the edge of a cliff
March the month that sleep and I fall out. I love sleep. I have always struggled to go to sleep but absolutely love sleeping. I have always been a night owl, and life would suit me much better if the
It doesn’t have to be a big thing. You don’t even have to be thinking about it. It just happens And you are thrown Today it was a pram Our day had been a really good day, enjoying the sun,
Today is your first Birthday! We have gone 365 days without you It has been 52 weeks, 12 months and one whole year since we held you, and since we saw you. This year has been a hard one, one
I always knew I was going to find this hard. It has been on my mind for a long time. Working out what we are going to do, how we are going to do things. And thinking of things to
Mr L and I grieve differently, we always have and we always will. He is a man I am a woman! That is what makes the biggest difference, I talk, I write and I want everyone to talk about Rhianna
Since we have lost Rhianna, actually even before we lost her, when we were still pregnant with her we have wanted some canvasses for the children. Just something special with their birth dates, names and a little information about them.
Baba does amaze me, he never forgets to think of Rhianna. Today he went out with my mum and dad and come back with a tree for Rhianna and a reindeer tree decoration that has his name on it. He
This Christmas we wanted something really special for Rhianna Lily, something that was just for her. A tribute in a way. We all wanted something to have for her, something that was special and beautiful for us to see everyday.
Last week was a hard week, it resulted in lots of crying and lots of bad moods, and feeling bad. I am not sure why, I suspect that it was a culmination of various events, it was a busy week,