I am still here, I am still not sure what to do with this here little space of mine, I feel it needs a direction but I am not sure what type of direction it needs.
And to be honest it is really buggy me.
It is the reason I am not really blogging as I am blocking myself from blogging as I don’t know what I want to blog about.
Shall I do more crafts, less children, more writing, more Rhianna Lily, more baby loss, more me.
I just don’t really know.
I too and fro with what to write and what not to write.
Maybe the blog needs a little refresh.
Maybe it needs a new look.
I don’t know.
But I do miss it.
I really miss it.
And I want to blog again.
It makes me happy to blog.
It makes me happy to write.
And I know after not doing it for a long time, that I need it.
I need to write, I need to blog, I need to create, vent, rant and grieve all in one place.
So that is decided I can’t give this up.
I have noticed my mood has changed massively since I haven’t been blogging.
I need it, it was my saviour with Rhianna, it was what I needed and I really wouldn’t be where I am now if I didn’t have it.
So that decision is made, I will not be giving it up. A couple of weeks ago I was debating it and was thinking of leaving it just sitting here doing nothing but I can’t do that its my baby and it has my boys highlights, and Rhianna’s whole life in it.
Now I just need to decide what direction it needs to take and where it will go!
If anyone has any ideas on that, that would be great!